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I have just been taged
Posted:Sep 13, 2007 2:10 am
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2007 2:26 pm
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The last time I played I was 8 yrs old and I was the last one to be tagged, does that mean I am still it?

Here it go's

1. I get real horny (I hate the word horny) when it rains.

2. I make the sign of the cross when I pass a funeral or where a death took place

3. I have read Tolkien once a year since I was twelve

4. I love watching old B/W movies over and over again

5. I only sleep 4 hours per night

6. I had my first sexual experience at nine years of age

7. I love the ocean but I hate the beach

8. I watch The Mad Fisherman but I hate to fish

9. I still get nervous playing in front of a crowd

10. I married my first wife because I liked her family


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Never Forget 9/11
Posted:Sep 12, 2007 4:15 am
Last Updated:Sep 13, 2007 4:52 pm
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The best things in life to hold onto is Each Other

God Bless America
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An Ode To America 911 Tribute
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Kiss and Tell
Posted:Sep 11, 2007 7:46 am
Last Updated:Sep 24, 2007 6:18 am
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Saturday night was my last gig. I need to devote more time to my business and my other life's pursuits. I am still going to write for some local bands. But thats not what this post is about.
A waitress that work there for seven years came to me and kissed me, I mean really kissed me! I was surprised, she had never shown any feelings toward me at all.

She told me that I was the object of her affection for some five years. She said she had to tell me before she never saw me again. I told her I always had thought her attractive and I was sad we never got to get to know each other.

It was a bitter end to a great venue. I will no longer be traveling to NYC.


Have you ever had a crush but never let them know?

Have you ever had someone love you and wait until it was to late to let them know?
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An other song from my past
Posted:Sep 7, 2007 9:37 am
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2008 7:51 am
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This one was written in when I was Twenty two, after a one night stand.

I only Know Your Name

The light from the moon's
coming down upon your face
slow moving clouds above
set the same pace
you look at me
with eye's that dance and stare
You put your hand in mine
as I touch your hair

Chorus
I don't know who I'm talking to
I only know your name
you hide behind lips that only kiss -
and pretend no pain
will I ever win your heart
just enough to let know I care

I look through my wall in my room
at the falling snow
I stand there watching you with feelings
I know I can't let show
will we walk as one in this game
and let me love again
I know I'm just a face in the crowed
and you'll win in the end


Copyright © 2008 ellistar/gear
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Pet Peeves
Posted:Sep 7, 2007 7:44 am
Last Updated:Sep 11, 2007 7:48 am
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1. Why if there is an accident on the opposite side of the express way, do people have to slow to see.

2. People taking at the movies or performances

3. Tardiness, anytime people show up late.

4. Gas prices escalating in the summer.

5. Penis photos poking you in the eye on Hotmatch.

6. Sex without foreplay.

7. Eating (food) with your mouth open.

8. Any public demonstrations.

9. The list of charges on my Comcast invoice that I have no idea what they are.

10. Text messaging call me old fashion but I have no time to decode messages

What are some of your pet peeves?
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The Beautiful People
Posted:Sep 5, 2007 6:21 am
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2008 12:05 am
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As I sit in my local Starbucks, watching the endless parade of people passing by. Intent on completing their morning ritual, eager to get into the routine of the day. As they pass by, some notice me and some notice me noticing them.
I wonder what they are thinking are they aware I maybe writing about them. I see one, she is beautiful but does not know it. She returns my gaze but quickly blushes and looks away is she unsure of her appeal. Some of the other men stare as the women walk by. I wonder at this for never do they hold the gaze of their attractive pursuit, always looking from behind or on the sly. We have what I call walkers and sitters, some quickly receive the fuel thats craved and walk briskly to the door with out observing the other lives around.
The sitters, are they like me, are they watching and wondering. Perhaps some may have exciting lives as bankers or corporate executives relaxing and thinking about this afternoons power lunch. Some may have lost in love and need time to heal as the sip their tea.
I just sit here observing all the beautiful people, day dreaming and loving life.

Do you people watch?
Do you look into the eye's or check them out on the sly?
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Left Wanting More
Posted:Sep 3, 2007 9:25 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2008 7:52 am
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The sleep was still in his eye's
the dream was still in his head
her body so close to him
whom did he want instead

a flirting touch, sweet kiss
his lover wakes
to his embrace

his thoughts his own
like inexperienced
they grunt and groan

but lo desire was pure
alas not for her
but for a dream, a fantasy
left him wanting more


Copyright © 2008 ellistar

Do you have a fantasy lover who haunts your dreams?
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The Rolling Sea (thoughts of photos by dlionsmane)
Posted:Sep 3, 2007 7:17 am
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2008 7:54 am
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I watch the sea
through the eye's of my beloved
tears fall as her images
that I have coveted
returns to find her lovers arms
I've been changed by her presents
never more shall I feel
the wistful spray of essence
that holds me true
I see now the bridge
off in the distance
Spanning and daring me to pass
though perhaps i'll leap forth
in doubt and innocents
but alas the rolling sea
and winds of change
once again take her away

Copyright © 2008 ellistar
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Song from my past
Posted:Aug 31, 2007 9:32 am
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2008 7:56 am
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I wrote this song when I was 10 or 11 years of age. I found it last night and it was a little scary. Read on and if you read my last post you will see why.

A Lonely Boy

A lonely boy sits in a school house chair
thinking of his life that he cannot bare
he starts to cry
his teacher asks him why

A lonely boy watches a separation
his parents are gone to his realization
he starts to hide
his lonely feelings inside

Chorus
Oh can someone send me an angel
so she can help me through
my deepest blue
Oh can someone send me an angel
to fly me high
as time goes by

One brother smokes
the other one drinks
his sister cries
the young one thinks to run away
The lonely boy is afraid

A lonely boy hides beneath a tree
trying to forget this tragedy
oh can' you see
The lonely boy is me


Copyright © 2008 ellistar

A little parochial maybe but not bad for a ten year old.
So what do you think?
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My fantacy with a Naked Dark Angel
Posted:Aug 29, 2007 1:39 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2008 7:58 am
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As I walked through the shadows of my mind
I found myself lost in doubt and darkness
as I franticly turned to look for my escape
I observed in the distance a small sphere of light
I moved closer and there I saw her
without movement or sound she beaconed to me
my response was slow and cautious
I knelt and bowed before her
she gently stroked my head
lifted my chin so that I may look upon her
dark hair covered her nakedness
dark eyes pierced my soul
as she moved closer my heart completely ceased to beat
my eye's fixed on hers' we embraced
ever I clutched her
and passionately she kissed me
she knelt as her wings folded
and took me onto her
my flesh boiled as she devoured me
both of our bodies moved as one
in a rhythm of motion and pain
we exploded together
I felt my life leaving me
breathless and naked
I found myself upon a mountain side
naked and alone riddled with tiny lava streams
I new our journey was completed
as I felt life again in my body
a deep sadness overcame my thoughtfulness
a few moments of passion and love
that had taken me a life time to attain
was now a memory


Copyright © 2008 ellistar
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Other Gender Blogs
Posted:Aug 29, 2007 4:43 am
Last Updated:Sep 4, 2007 3:36 pm
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I am running through all my posts and responding to all of you and I noticed that I have no comments from Men. Then I look at the comments and blogs I have visited and they are only women.

Now I have quoted guys on blogs and did give advice on the mags. So as I thought about it, I noticed most of the women blogs I visit have both genders responding.

I will tell you I am a straight male. Now I have no problem calling up the guys to shoot the shit or go and hang out. But I guess sub-consciously I am narrow minded.

Why do you think this occurs?

Do you just have single gender responses?

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Just a song of Life
Posted:Aug 27, 2007 2:40 pm
Last Updated:Oct 5, 2007 11:29 am
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I don't know what I want,
But I know I want something.
I don't know who I am,
but I wanna be somebody.
Don't know how to love,
but I know I want to be loved.
I don't know what to do,
but I want to do something.


I'm stuck, so keep it going it will be fun!!
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What If ?
Posted:Aug 25, 2007 9:53 am
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2007 6:07 am
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What if:
I had finished Berkley collage?
would I be in the strings section with the POP's
What if:
I had listen to my first wife instead of shutting her out?
I would not have met my second wife.
What if:
I did not work 70 hours a week?
Most likely still be with my second wife.
What if:
I had gone to San Diego with my friends?
Perhaps I would be a movie star (not).

Life is filled with what ifs, but all the choices that I have made make me the person I am today,and I like me!

What are some of your what ifs?
Are you happy with yourself as a result of your choices?
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